My oddly funny Cosmotronic nightmare.

So I try to share my nightmare with Cosmotron. I set a new dream goal to actually meet Cosmotron, cuz I started to love his character as I drew him. Haha. I started having nightmares due to my anxiety which is coming back (it's a little bit like high functioning anxiety). At that night when I had this dream, I went to sleep with probably the highest anxiety attack I've had so far. I also slept a lot which made my most vivid dream in the morning. And a few days ago I saw an animated short of a giant alien who tried to kill the character in his own house. I literally dreamt that with Cosmotron. It was a really nice looking house I was in. In the basement there was a shower and I think through that I could teleport to space. It was so realistic. When I put my hand under the water I could feel that it's cold. I think I was really close to lucidity but sadly didn't happen. So I realized that Cosmotron is probably there and I need to get out but it was too late. He was outside the house and wanted to kill me and all my friends. We needed to close all the windows and hide, but everyone was in the livingroom with the giant windows for some reason. Everyone was panicking. I think Cosmotron wanted to rip our heads off or something. He killed everyone and when I was the only one left I tried to escape but I ran into a corner. I peeked out the window and saw him. I was scared to death at that point but he didn't see me. Then everything turned into red and I knew he got very angry. He didn't look like himself but I thought if I show him my drawing of him he maybe won't kill me. Then all I remember is that he destroyed the house and I was on the street and then I woke up. That was a hell of an experience... I had a succes though one time with lucid dreaming. But when I tried to summon him he was a giant again and really didn't look like him at all and he also wanted to kill me. I really don't know why these happens. I know, expectation and all but I really didn't expect him to kill me. 🤣 (Also if anyone has any suggestions how to spawn people and actually make them look like themselves I would highly appriciate every help. 👽)